I’ve been away for much too long & I assume that my writing skills might have been a bit off lately. I thought I would be participating in life while I was away from writing in a blog for strangers to read, but I wasn’t. I only did more procrastination. Haihh. I do not plan on writing the long stories of when I was gone, because nothing much did happen. Perhaps something did, but it may not be worth mentioning.
There’s been so much going on in my mind & I wish the world or just my thoughts could be put on pause, but it’s not that simple. I have been craving for pure success, contentment & happiness sooo bad. But there’s still a long way to go before I could achieve that. I am so tired of imagining & dreaming, I just really wanna get out there & experience the life. Whether it’ll be good or bad, I could deal with it later. To do so, I need a lot of patience, confidence & efforts to I could get there. But I’m actually losing those 3 points. Oh and dont forget, new people. Then I could feel the freshness of a new start in life. As of right now, I am slowly losing myself. My courage is decreasing & my thoughts are overflowing. Haihh. What to do, what to do? Just another 7-8 months till school end & I am out! I can get through this. My one current goal right now is to be able to go up on that stage on the day I get my big result. I have some other goals too, but allow me to just keep that in mind.
I wont be writing a lot in here because I feel that I’m wasting my time staring at a screen, increasing the chances I might have to wear spectacles soon. Which I dont want to. Plus, what I am going through lately are hard to be converted into words. I used to be good a it but now… I’m out of vocabs. Damn, I need a new book to read. Something loveable like One Day or slightly steamy as Lethal Seduction. Hikhik
May God bless all you bloggers who are busy reblogging photos & quotes that brings no benefits to yourselves. Yeah I know it portrays who you are & give you moral lessons & blahblahblah… but still. There’s not much good in what you’re doing right now. Whatever. Just, bye.
“You don’t need to give reasons for the things you do- you just have to do what you want. And sometimes the thing that seems messed up to everyone else is what’s right for you. You have to do it and not be ashamed of it.”